the scent

have you ever sat down minding your own bisness when a strong sent came and filled your noes so strong and full of memory . to bask in it for a w i l e to be sudced in to flavor of a sweet gentle kiss the love of a friend the is unexplanable and tempting at the same time i too am sorry for many reasons to many to list i will just say sorry but there is hope.let us search our souls our hearts to find a solution to our problems as a hole joint unite togeather as one but not limited to one single act of humanity let us take the human factor out lets be devine about our life and let time work through.As i wright this i smell the sent like insecense but an oil it makes me smile its giving my day a purpose where it seems like it has none it brings a smile to a somewhat gloomy day.well till the next time hope you like sorry its not more

feelings

to the concirn of mental limitations but i see the many down falls of life and justice prevails but intersense but sinacil breaths stopping. the great life wheel spinning downword like a feeling of complacient seen in a rich playing feel. death is a funny thing you see into the darkness and depth and flushed away of the depth but anywho thats all for right now i don't know what happens with a flash of dark rage and a ax falling down on a deep dark goodbye

this is my concern

this is my concern that i am sending out to anybody that listings to spoken word to anybody that takes pride in feeling joy in laughter. subtle suicide self rightouss anger hate love bewildered emotion's of a selfless man on that privies on wicked thoughts of man to insure hate is brought forth and love fades to the back of the mind where it does not belong it belongs to the heart.i am a empty shell of a once used person scorn by life crushed by pity shot down by love so much that life it self stopped time halted and feelings were no longer. time started slowly for me not seeing a day of reality for 6 years of my life to its full span the big picture no longer mattered to me only the now and the fact that once again in my life i was alone to fend for my self no matter oh look blood drips in to an hour glass time goes faster as some strange trip i am a fail er a loser a kindled spirit flowing through the life stream crashing the rocks cutting my skin my flesh exposed my heart broken by life back to start making the same choices the same feelings being shot down by faith needing an escape to feel like someone i buried my head in books but not the right ones i searched for answers but got more questions of why what if and how come.Only time will show the way of the world there's more pain and more of lifes little mystery's

rain rain

hello again rain its nice to meat you once again. as you drip drip down on my hair and face once again. the times we had splashing through the puddles of life.let us rejoice in the art you drop from the heavens just to say hello to once return to the heavens from witch you came.now i see the beauty that is love life and so much more. how life can be curiously here one min and gone the next. people say the rain could be angels crying over lost loved ones or tears of joy. scientist say some things else. Wiccan's believe that its a time to rejoice to celebrate life's little mystery's to start over once again. These clouds are like hands so fragile yet so the same. But like everything it comes without warning and leaves every thing changed for the better .

what are the ways

many times in the world people tend to take for granite what we are giving and how it is placed on to us.the first thing is the gifts most people lose when there a kid becaused there deemed un normal.there is alot more like life in genarel the paths we take are they laid out for us or are they placed out for us to take and in our mind the one we take looks like what we want. how many times the road splits before it goes strait how many hills valleys and bumps before you hit flat line. a rich man is one that is poor in edicuate but a poor man is rich in life many people dont understand that for some reason but i guess some times things that can be replaced at anytime should have more meaning if used in the right way.to some a kiss is just a kiss but when the kiss leaves you swimming in thoughts and feelings do you run away and not look back or do you act on imbition and go with what you feel two hours of calming consevertion is better than one day of nothing. If you spend all day running you will find your self going no where take the senic route it takes longer but in the end you will have more respect for whats around. how many ways are there to say hello? and why is there only one way to say goodbye. too much stuff goes on that nobody sees. Time is not a object you can hold lose or forget but in time you can be held you could get lost in and in time you could forget. have fun in everything you do even if it is wrong because in time it will be the right thing too do. go with your heart don't let it stop you from being what you want let it take you to the beach and watch morning fog rise from the water get lost in the moment over and over call it a mistake and try to do it right over and over again just to be happy. good nature is an essance a scent and oil a bad name can travel faster than the truth just because the bad name goes around it doesn't mean its the truth.Art is the best thing to lose tract of the meaning because people give it what they want not what it means. my mind is a casket closed on the outside but at least i have room to lay down on the inside and get lost in the darkness. Hope you have the best day you can and have the best day you can hope because
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away."

whats with the weather here

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! whats with the weather here one day its hot thew next day its cold . Do i wear shorts or pants a winter coat or a sweater or maybe i should bring all 3 just in case. I am so worried about missing summer right now i am starting to think this state is a bad choice to live in with all the jobs leaving the weather going hay wire. But hey at least i still some what got my health. How hard can it be to tell me the right stuff to wear i can get a rock and do better than the weather man /woman. i should start it i just might start doing that. Starting some day i will have a rock out side my house with live weather readings if you have gooogle chat just drop a line if i see it i will tell you the weather out of back of my house. the key to it is this if the rock is wet it's raining or just stopped with a chance of doing it again if you cant see the rock but there is not a pile of white where it was then get in your basement or go out side your neighbor might of took it (greedy people) if its all white its snowing or stopped and it might do it again and ifs its really really hot to touch and you see heat comming off of it fry up an egg get on your shorts and have a great day. lastly always trust the weather rock its up to date and if its big its not going any where

yes yes we are here

yes yes we are here look at me